You are only necessary to me... I in fact so strongly love you.. Very much.. And you know about it.... And anybody is not necessary to me except for you... Simply I am tired... It is tired from distance dividing us... I wish to be much closer to you.. But I can not.. And you cannot... I do not wish to lose you... Be even my friend.... The best friend... Which I shall love as... As before... When you belonged only to me.. And I-you....